hi. thank you for always being there for me. it was only you, who taught me to love, who taught me find strength, who taught me to be fearless, who taught me to be positive. thank you for loving me when I had no one, and even when I had everyone. thank you for loving me when I felt sad, and thank you for loving me when I felt happy. thank you for loving me through out every single journey my soul has been through. I really don’t know who I would be if it weren’t for your grace. I would have been lost, lost like crazy.. I still do feel lost but I know that you are right here, right next to me, with your hand on my head, every single second. And whenever I feel lonely, I’ll know that you are so much closer to me then I realize.. I’ll have your hand forever.
every time I feel hatred, jealousy, haume, etc.. I feel a wall come between us. but I now know that, it’s only me who feels that wall. you’ll always be holding my hand and smiling. it’s only my eyes who feel a blurred vision, you still keep your unconditional love, and I know that you always will. at times when I would try to convince myself that I didn’t really need this, and that I didn’t really need sikhi, you would pull me closer and hug me tighter, and a part of me couldn’t let go. and it’ll never let go. you taught me how to love. you taught me how to show kindness, and be compassionate. it was you who taught me how to see your light in everyone. I know that in the future, through every rough time, i’ll have your protection.
every single time I would trip and fall, every single time I would act stubborn, every single time I would be angry at life and be angry with you, you would gently pick my heart up and hug me close.. every single time. even when I would least deserve it. you taught me how to trust hukam, and you taught me how to be fearless, all you.. I just don’t know how I would have survived if I didn’t realize I had you. thank you so much for always having my back.. thank you for the over-flowing love you provide me with, even when I don’t give a speck of mine back. thank you for waking me up, and allowing me to separate myself from the things I thought I needed.
thank you thank you thank you so much, dhan dhan pita jee, dhan dhan guru gobind singh jee. you are the best friend anyone could ever ask for, you are perfect and you care for every being so much and just thank you so much. thank you so much for all your love and teaching me how to truly remain in chardikala. I’m sorry I forget, and i’m sorry I say/do horrible things sometimes.. I know I’ll always always have your support.. until forever and ever. from day 1, you cared for me and you brought me to your godh and hugged me tight, and until today, you didn’t let go of me once.. even when I felt as if every person on earth had let me go.. you held me tight and you kept me close and protected.. and I know I’ll have that protection over my head foreveer. thank you for all the strength you have provided me with.<33<3<3<333<3<3